Wednesday, December 28, 2022

Growing Up

My life's been leading to this

Every hope, every fear

Time to face reality

Into the future I steer.


For my careless lifestyle

Cannot eons last.

So I've now gotten ready

To leave this in the past.


This year has been hedonism,

Self indulgence, no shame,

To get it out of my system,

Time to start using my brain.


This is the inflection,

The change in life's slope.

Easy mode's over.

Am I ready? I hope. 

11/20/2022


    The year is still far from over as I write this. But already I can say that this has been my year of hedonistic self indulgence. 2023 has a lot of promise, a lot of dreams, and a lot of growing up. To make the most of it, I need to start facing reality and actually take a bit of responsibility for myself and my actions.

Sunday, December 25, 2022

A midnight flowery cactus

    Vanilla is unfairly treated. And I say this as someone who grew up considering it the "boring" ice cream flavor. In reality, there is so much depth that can be extracted. Case in point - ice cream or yogurt with good Madagascar Vanilla. Especially vanilla extract with a hint of bourbon. When added to a smooth, creamy, dairy product, vanilla can hit all the right notes, providing a nuanced flavor profile. 

    Which brings me to my actual thoughts - I feel like every passing year brings an increasing variety of (what I perceive to be) exotic flavors to the market. The other day, I was at the grocery store and saw that Aura Bora (not a sponsor) water was on sale. Seltzer is always great, so I picked up a couple cans. And well, who knew that "Cactus Rose" is that much nicer than "Lavender Cucumber". The later was a bit disjointed, providing a lavender-dominated aroma as I lifted the can, but the cucumber overwhelmed everything the moment it made contact with my tongue. Unfortunately, the powerful note also tended to linger a bit too long. "Cactus Rose" was much better balanced. It tastes the way a Honeycrisp apple wants to smell. No single note is overwhelming, and even the aftertaste is more subtle. If I buy these again, I'm definitely going for this one. Although some of their other flavors also sound pretty unique.

    As for the uniqueness, I've reached the conclusion that some brands are trying too hard to entice customers by throwing around unexpected flavors and generally just trying to sound fancy. I guess it works - I did end up buying those cans of seltzer, even though I hadn't planned on it. But I don't see myself becoming a regular customer. Aura Bora cranks up the price, playing on their elevated flavors, but it's just not worth it. A glass of regular carbonated water with a slice of lemon generally fills the need for me. Although fancy stuff can be nice in life, there is a true elegance in being able to nail the basics beautifully, to elevate simplicity.

    Perhaps I'm just a prole. But at the same time, maybe the brands are wrong and Occam is right. Maybe sometimes the simplest answer is the right one.

 

Wednesday, December 21, 2022

The Void

The void consumes,

The Earth and the Sky,

But the world marches on

As if nothing’s awry.


It isn’t a darkness.

It isn’t a light.

It’s just a grey fog-

Not a color in sight.


Spring, 2019

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